no surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

-No Surprise
Daughtry

More sand, sun and water again this week!

We'll make footprints and chase each other till our feet get sore. Share gossips and stories and laugh till our tummy hurt and eyes water. Make sand angels and paddle till we feel our arms no more.

Speeding on the road with the speakers blasting away and singing your heart out.

Some alone time by the beach making footprints and snapping photos.

Awesome ways to take the mind off depressing thoughts.

Seeing someone you love smile does the same thing too.

I have to applaud you for having the balls. For that audacity.

Nevertheless, I'm disgusted speechless. Downright disgusted. It makes my stomach churn.

Maybe it's just karma doing it's thing.

I got served.

Jon - Kate plus 8

It's official. Jon and Kate Gosselin are filing for divorce.

It's sad. Just sad. What will happen to the kids?

Just watched the episode where the sextuplets turn 5. There was a scene whereby Jon asked Alexis who she invited to the birthday party.

Jon: Who did you invite?
Alexis: Uhm, Rayden (?)
Jon: Rayden? You invited a boy?
Alexis: *nods*
Jon: *gives her the eye*
Alexis: That's my buddy.
Jon: Your buddy?
Alexis: Uh huh. At school I talk to him, I play with him, and I fight with him again.
Jon: No hugs right?
Alexis: No, I don't hug friends. I only hug my parents.
Jon: *kisses Alexis on the forehead* No kissing right?
Alexis: No! *kisses Jon and hugs him* I kiss my parents. Remember? I don't kiss friends. I love you, daddy.
Jon: I love you. Miss me?
Alexis: *nods*
Jon: Go play.
Alexis: Daddy, I don't want you to leave anymore.
Jon: Well, sometimes daddy's gotta do work.

I got teary eyes watching that. That was just plain sweet. Now that Jon and Kate are heading for divorce, I dare not imagine what will become of the kids. There are so many mean people out there throwing insults and criticisms at both Jon and Kate but I don't judge them. I don't blame them. Raising children is no easy feat, what more to say sextuplets and twins?

They are filming their 5th season this time round and the tension between both Jon and Kate is apparent. They aren't filmed together anymore. Jon was away snowboarding with his friends during Kate's birthday. They hardly talk unless it was necessary. It's like they led separate lives. And now, it is official. They will lead separate lives.

Sigh. It's just a sad, sad thing.

dum dee dum

On this episode of Jon and Kate plus 8...

I love that show. Despite all the drama that's going on in their family right now, I still love them. Hope things will work out just fine for them.

Made a mental note to read the novels but I just can't seem to be able to set my hands on them. Gah! Holidays are meant to be enjoyed. I shall be tortured by classic novels and assignments only when I'm back in KL.

*smirks*

If only Euphoria and all the hip malls in KL were in Kuching, then I wouldn't have to wish the holidays would never come to an end. Then everything would be perfect. I miss the malls, Euphoria and Acts. And I'm definitely gonna miss the time I spent back in Kuching. Bumming around is pretty fun, you know.

On a different note, the trees along the crossroads near Jalan Song-Laksamana Cheng Ho-Airport road were cleared to make way for the new flyover. Sad, sad, thing. It is so heartwrenching to have those trees cleared off. No more greenery, no more shade, no more oxygen. So sad.

Anyhoos, I gotta run. Bedtime's here. Goodnight. Don't let the bed bugs bite.

eff you!

I'm gonna whine and bitch in this post.
After all, it's my blog.
And hardly anyone reads it.
I intend to keep it that way. Thank you.

I brushed my teeth too hard yesterday and injured my gum.
Now the effing gum is torn and swollen and very very very annoying!!!
So annoying I feel like knocking my head against someone's face!!!
I don't mind the pain but it just annoys the hell out of me!!!

I have another 2 weeks the new sem begins.
2 WEEKS! That's like the blink of an eye!
I have 5 novels to read and an assignment to complete.
I like reading, don't get me wrong. But I only enjoy reading certain genres.
These 5 novels are classics, for Pete's sake! I abhor classics! SO BORING!!!
Bloody hell!

Very very cranky and grouchy now.
Must be the PMS kicking in.
Which reminds me, my period is late. As usual.

I can kill someone now. Literally.
If I had a weapon or a dagger in my hands right now, I'd run amok in the streets and kill anyone in sight.
I'm so full of rage.

God, save me.